torek, 30. december 2014

Make the most of it now, before it all changes, because in the future, all of this is only going to be memories.

"It amazes me how easy it is for things to change, how easy it is to start off down the same road you always take and wind up somewhere new. Just one false step, one pause, one detour, and you end up with new friends or a bad reputation or a boyfriend or a breakup. It’s never occurred to me before; I’ve never been able to see it. And it makes me feel, weirdly, like maybe all of these different possibilities exist at the same time, like each moment we live has a thousand other moments layered underneath it that look different."

"At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don’t notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of it now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is only going to be memories."

"That’s what life is about. Those moments when you feel entirely carefree, like nothing can touch you. It’s those moments that make the hard parts so worth it. It’s moments like that that make this heartache bearable. I know it’ll pass – my moments will come."

"The brick walls are there for a reason. The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough. They’re there to stop the other people."

nedelja, 28. december 2014


So today was a normal day. Well, it was until I wrote a post on Tumblr about how much I look forward to seeing Taylor Swift in less than 6 months and few minutes later this happened:

I can't even begin to describe how much this means to me. I loved Taylor for many years and just to be noticed by your favourite artist and someone you have been looking up to for all these years ... It is priceless. Taylor is such an amazing songwriter, singer and most of all, she is such an amazing person. Kind, loving, down to earth, always there for her fans (giving advice to her fans on Instagram and Tumblr, sending them gifts, inviting them to her houses for secret listening sessions, free meet&greets ... I mean, who does that?). She really is one beautiful human being and I am so happy for being noticed by her. 

What messes us up the most is the picture we have in our head of how it’s supposed to be.

Do you ever just fail at something you've been wanting to do for a long time? Do you just give up or do you pick yourself up and chase your dreams? I don't know what to do with my life at the moment. I'm so scared that I will fail again. I have a feeling that some things just aren't meant to happen. But I do believe that we create our own path. That if we work hard enough, we will reach our goals. But I almost gave up on my dream. To be honest, I'm scared to death to go after this one again. Although I want this to happen more than anything. I would never forgive myself if I didn't give it another (or third or fourth ...) try.

sobota, 27. december 2014

The Rich Bitch List

I'm kinda bored and I love making lists, so what should I do? A list of 100 things that I would do if I had a lot of money. I will name it a 'rich bitch' list, just because it sounds more interesting.

1. Travel. A lot.
2. Own a house in London.
3. Shopping, shopping, shopping.
4. Finally being able to go to all the concerts (VIP passes maybe?) I want to go to. I'd probably also buy some tickets and give them to the fans that can't afford to see their idols.
5. Attend courses. I love to learn new stuff, so why not learn from the professionals?
6. Singing lessons - people get hurt when I sing, but it doesn't matter because I love singing and I'm not giving up!
7. Buy fancy gifts to my friends.
8. A lot of beach time! 
9. Hire a personal trainer - because I wanna look fit in all my beach photos, of course.
10. Help people and animals in need.

11. Road trips.
12. Tattoos. I have so many motives on my wish list.
13. Trying different restaurants. That could also be a pain in the ass because of my food allergies.
14. Live in the USA for a while.
15. Jump from a plane. With a parachute on my back.
16. Go scuba diving.
17. Bathe an elephant.
18. Pet a Koala.
19. Name a star after somebody close to me.
20. Whale watching.

21. Own a pair (or 12) of Louboutins. 
22. Have a selfie with my favorite artist (through meet&greet or just meeting them).
23. After my singing lessons I want to attend karaoke. 
24. Donate toys.
25. Change somebody's life for better.
26. Have my own veggie garden.
27. Create a family tree.
28. Dye my hair blonde to see how much fun blondes have.
29. Find the perfect black dress.
30. Massages.

31. Facials.
32. Pedicures.
33. Manicures.
34. Learn how to curl my own hair.
35. Learn how to properly use make-up.
36. Make my own perfume.
37. Yoga classes.
38. Have a housekeeper.
39. Have a chauffeur - even though I do have a driving licence ... Just don't ever let me drive.
40. Make a cool app.

41. Eat at a Michelin 3-star Restaurant.
42. Give a big tip to a nice person.
43. Get rid of all the unwanted body hair. 
44. Designer bags!
45. Attend a movie premiere.
46. Paint.
47. Try Pole dancing.
48. Walk the red carpet in a stunning dress.
49. Attend Times Square ball drop.
50. Learn how to play golf.

51. Have a successful blog.
52. Have a good camera (god how i miss my old dslr camera).
53. Help an animal shelter.
54. Adopt an animal.
55. Learn to read a sign language. 
56. Learn to sew.
57. Design my own dress.
58. Learn how to draw.
59. Fly in a private jet.
60. Drink beer at Octoberfest.

61. Go on a safari.
62. Visit every state in the USA.
63. Summer festivals.
64. Learn French.
65. Complete a Half Marathon
66. Take more pictures.
67. Attend a Meditation Course
68. Complete 26 Random Acts of Kindness
69. Conquer my fears.
70. Donate my hair. 

71. Learn how to dance.
72. Find my real talent.
73. Try something new every month.
74. Have a professional photoshooting. 
75. Invest.
76. Be a foreign exchange student.
77. Answer the '5000 question survey'
78. Do Ballet.
79. Attend a Ball.
80. Drive an Aston Martin.

81. Cover a song and post it on Youtube.
82. Host an amazing party.
83. Be a Couchsurfing host.
84. Be in a magazine.
85. Be invited to an A-list event.
86. Dance in the rain with somebody I love.
87. Collect a sticker from every country I visit.
88. Plant a tree for every year I have lived.
89. Write a book.
90. Spend less time online.

91. Be on a set of my favourite TV show.
92. Have my set of swings in my backyard.
93. Be more confident.
94. Have a full life.
95. Spend more time with friends.
96. Become vegan.
97. Meet 'the one'.
98. Have a magical wedding.
99. Become really good at something.
100. Write a song.

I could go on and on. I would love to write about my wishes coming true.

petek, 26. december 2014

I miss you.

Exactly one year ago I had to say goodbye to the best dog ever. I will never forget all the beautiful moments we spent together. I miss how he would never leave my side, no matter what. How he would always be interested in meeting new kinds of animals (giraffes, camels, zebras, horses, deers, rats, rabbits, hamsters, birds, ...). How his best friends were stray cats living in the neighborhood, even though he never liked the cats he was living with (maybe because he had to share the bed with them). How bad his seizures have been sometimes. He never sat by the table waiting for someone to give him some food. He couldn't care less if we were eating. He knew me so well. He loved me no matter what. He was always so happy to see me. I miss my best friend.

“A person can learn a lot from a dog, even a loopy one like ours. Marley taught me about living each day with unbridled exuberance and joy, about seizing the moment and following your heart. He taught me to appreciate the simple things-a walk in the woods, a fresh snowfall, a nap in a shaft of winter sunlight. And as he grew old and achy, he taught me about optimism in the face of adversity. Mostly, he taught me about friendship and selflessness and, above all else, unwavering loyalty.”

13.9.2002 - 26.12.2013

sobota, 27. september 2014

The less you respond to negative people, the more peaceful your life will become.

Sometimes you make choices in life. Sometimes choices make you.

The doors will always be opened to those who are bold enough to knock.

A little step might be the beginning of a great journey.

Can you remember who you were before the world told you who you should be?

sobota, 21. september 2013

Let me be the one to lift your heart up and save your life.

I don't really care what everybody thinks anymore. The more I know about them, the more I love them. And I love being a part of 1D family!

Breaks a billion hearts
I know I'm next in line
But I don't mind

I find your lips so kissable
And your kiss unmissable
Your fingertips so touchable
And your eyes irresistible

Can we fall one more time?
Stop the tape and rewind
Oh, and if you walk away I know I’ll fade
‘Cause there is nobody else
It’s gotta be you

That should be me driving to your house
knocking on your door, kissing you on the mouth.

Close the door
Throw the key
Don’t wanna be reminded
Don’t wanna be seen
Don’t wanna be without you
My judgment's clouded
Like tonight's sky