I'm not into the idea of living without you.

I've had enough of pretending everything is ok;;
It's just not. Everything that could possiblly go wrong. Has.

Your lips may promise, but your heart is a whore.

Sometimes I want to take my fist & punch him right in the face 

& yet at the same time, I want to hold him close & never let go.

Snd it seems that i forgot how to survive without you.