Even when I'm happy, I'm really just sad.

There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept; things we don't want to know, but have to learn, and people we can't live without, but have to let go.

I'm fighting back emotions I've never had before...all because I'm not supposed to love you anymore.

You know, I still wait for your messages, as sad as it may seem.
I haven't given up the thought that you'll come back to me.
I think about it day and night, and even in my dreams.

If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth,
No matter what I say I'm not over you.

Part of me wants to erase you from my past, while another part of me still wants you in my future...