What messes us up the most is the picture we have in our head of how it’s supposed to be.

Do you ever just fail at something you've been wanting to do for a long time? Do you just give up or do you pick yourself up and chase your dreams? I don't know what to do with my life at the moment. I'm so scared that I will fail again. I have a feeling that some things just aren't meant to happen. But I do believe that we create our own path. That if we work hard enough, we will reach our goals. But I almost gave up on my dream. To be honest, I'm scared to death to go after this one again. Although I want this to happen more than anything. I would never forgive myself if I didn't give it another (or third or fourth ...) try.